I realised that for the past 21 (coming 22) years of my life, I haven't been very nice to the people around me. Friends and family alike. I'm like argumentative, opinionated, and self righteous in an absolutely senseless manner. Oh and not to mention my very extreme moodswings and temperaments. Haha this makes me wonder why do I still have friends. I guess I won't elaborate on the events and circumstances which have led me to this revelation and...... I'm not saying I'm a damn horrible person........I'm just thinking there are really many times I could have been a much better friend. Or family member. Okay. End of whining.

I remember sometime last week....I got so damn angry at the world because I took the wrong bus and got so damn lost. I was on the verge of shedding angry tears. But did not. I spent 45 min on the bus, not knowing where I was heading and thought about how screwed up my life was. I ended up at a mall and recovered myself by window shopping.

I guess I'm just like this...I get upset easily and yet get bought over very easily as well. So really, I think I'm not that hard to please.

On such a night like this at 2.23a.m...........I'm just listening to Enya and enjoying the silence at home. I'm tired but I can't sleep and nor do I feel like sleeping. Get what I mean?